Kalo ngeliat setaon ke belakang *since ini dah official 1 January 2006*,
gue bener2 ga nyangka bakal ada di posisi gue skr.
Tahun 2005 bener2 memberi gue suatu kehidupan..
Penuh banget dengan kejadian2 yang somehow give meaning to everything i've done.
Seperti layaknya kehidupan, ada saat2 yang bener2 bikin gue bahagia..
Ada juga saat2 di mana gue ngerasa putus asa..bener2 sedih..

Kalo mau dirangkum, selama tahun 2005 itu..
Gue ketemu lagi sama temen2 kecil yang tadinya dah entah di mana..
Ada yang ketemu di friendster *biasa banget*. Ada yang tiba2 berpapasan di mall. Ada juga yang ternyata skr jadi temen bae nya temen maen gue skr..

Gue dapet cukup banyak kenalan. Setelah gue pikir2..99% kenalan baru gue itu dikenalin sama Makoto. *A proper thank you is addressed to you hehe* Dan karena suatu dan lain hal nya, gue jadi deket sama salah satu kenalan baru itu.

Gue ngelakuin beberapa hal baru..Don't need to mention all of them here though. Gue belajar masak pas liburan. Akhirnya gue ngerasain maen bowling;p Yaaa simple stuff..

Gue ngerasain lagi yang namanya 'in love with someone'..Tadinya gue sempet takut kalo perasaan gue dah mati. Tapi i met someone who in a bizzare way touched my heart. A thank you wouldn't be enough to show how grateful I am to have known you. Things have changed between us, but I'm glad that it doesn't *or at least it hasn't* affect our friendship.

Gue *kembali* merasakan patah hati. Berat emank pada saat itu, tapi emank bener kata orang. Kerelaan itu bakal bikin perasaan lega. Plusss, keberadaan orang2 di sekeliling itu berarti banget. I know that it's me myself who can gain all the power to stand up again..but it's you guys who put back the confidence in me. You believed in me. And that means a lot to me. Thank you my friends..I love you..

Gue akhirnya bisa ngerasain liburan keluarga ke Bali. It's something that I've longed for a long time..It was a precious time..

Gue menata ulank kembali prioritas2 dalam hidup gue. I am still working on that. I guess in some point, I am afraid to make plans. Sekarang ini semua rencana dan prioritas dalam hidup gue, dah ga bisa lagi cuman buat gue. I'm not going into details, at least not for now hehe

Yaa..itu sekilas highlight kejadian2 di tahun 2005 lalu..
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