What is happening to this world??
The news about some 'terrorist' who took school children as hostage in Russia still fresh in our mind..
Now, the world once again is shocked by a huge explosion that took place in Jakarta yesterday.
All the news in the TV..Stories written in the newspaper..
Seeing all of those, I wonder how could people did something like that?
Didn't they realize that their act would harm another people.
Should we still consider them as a human being??
Look at all those victims..
They were just innocent people..
People who happended to be in a wrong place and a wrong time.

Do the bomber think that by doing this, they prove theirselves as a hero or so-whatever they want to name it????
Well, for what it worths...I DON'T THINK SO!!!!!!!
If you think that you're right, then fight for it but not with this way!!!!
Violance won't solve any problem..
You want to be a patriot?? Look at people like Munir (alm.)..
He fought for what he think was right..
If later on you find out that what you believe is wrong,
than beat it!!! Admit that you're wrong..
It took a lot of courage to admit that we are wrong!!
I guess you just don't have that courage to admit that you're wrong huh???

My deepest condolences to all the family of the victim from the bombing that took place yesterday...

Little child dry your crying eyes.
How can I explain the fear you feel inside.
Cause you were born into this evil world.
Where man is killing man and no one know just why.
What have we become, just look what we have done.
All that we destroyed you must build again.

When the children cry, let them know we've tried
Cause when the children sing, then the new world begin.

Little child you must show the way to a better day for all the young.
Cause you were born for the world to see that we're all can live with love and peace.
No more presidents and all the wars will end
One united world under GOD.

When the children cry, let them know we've tried
Cause when the children sing, then the new world begin.

What have we become, just look what we have done
All that we destroyed you must build again.
No more president and all the wars will end.
One united world under GOD.

When the children cry, let them know we've tried
Cause when the children fight, let them know it ain't right
When the children break, let them know the way
Cause when the children sing, then the new world begin
-WHEN THE CHILDREN CRY by WHITE LION-

How could I be more fool than this..
Last Saturday, I have to ask Nopi to bring home my bag since I can't go back to campus after the e.COM closing in STC..
Today, she brought my bag and handed it to me..*I ended up bringing 2 bag at the same time hehe*
I put it in the floor in room 208 during the last lesson..
And stupidly, I forgot to bring it back..
OH MY...How could this happened^^"
I left my bag at campus hix hix..
I just called the Building Management of my campus, and they said they haven't found any bag yet..
Hix hix someone please save my bag hehe..

Seminggu belakangan Icha lagi cape banget hehe..Jadi ga bisa update blog. Sorry for dat^^
Seminggu ini kan di kampus ada e.COM, jadi ikut bantu2 di kampus.
Kemaren baruu aja selesai..Pyuh..
Gue ga bisa komen apa2 dech soal e.COM kemaren hehe..

Entah kecapean ato salah makan..
Kemaren gue muntah ampe 2 kali selama perjalanan pulank.. *Maap yach Met:P*
Sekali itu waktu di Mangga Besar abis temenin Memet makan..
Sekali lagi waktu dah nyampe Muara Karang..
Ckck trus pulank2 lap badan bentar..langsung minum obat 'n tidur hehe..
Sempet sich ngeliat pengumuman Indonesian Idol bentaran.

Huaaa Joy menank loh hehe..
Emank dia ok banget yach. Delon juga patut diancungin jempol koq..
Di atas semua kontroversi yang terjadi,
rasa2nya ke 10 Indo Idol dah jadi cukup beken yach haha..
Loh koq 10??BUkannya 11?
Menurut berita dari Tommy, yang ada juga di detik.com katanya Helena dah keluar dari Indo Idol.
Yaa baca sendiri aja kali yach biar lebih jelas hehe..
Koq gue jadi infotainment gini..

Edoo hehe..hepi b'day yach..
Yaa gue doain dech yang bae2 buat loe.
Seperti yang tadi gue sms dech..

Huaaa Lala..congratz yachh..
Buat yang belon tau, Lala jadi juara 1 Spelling Bee Competition di e.COM 2004 loh.
Ckck spelling nya hebat banget donk la hehe..:P

Besok kelas baru dah mo mulai lagi..
Sedih plus senenk sich..
Sedih soalnya masih pengen libur:P trus dah ga sekelas ama Lina, Nye2, Tommy, Puja, Isdi, Edwin, Cecep, Irine, Hasina, Bea *and others whose schedule I haven't known yet* trus juga Jumat nya ga liburr..Huaaaa curank anak2 kelas PBC hehe..Ga dapet Mr. Basuki pula...hixx
Senenk soalnyaa dah cape juga sich sebenernya libur *apa sich cha haha..tadi pengen libur..skr bosen:P*
truss sekelas ama orang2 baru kayak Ardo, Makoto, trus ga tau sapa lagi hehe..
Sekarang dah taon ke-3 kul..
Cepet banget yach kalo dipikir2.
Setengah taon lagi, dah pada mau pegi ke Oz.
Masih ga kebayang aja gitu hehe..ntar kalo loe orang pada pegi semua *You know who you are*
Yaa eniwei, jangan lupa loh beli buku (buat yang mau) hehe..trus kumpulin semua energi yang ada buat mulai hari pertama hehe..Ntar bakal bisa ketemu anak2 baru juga loh hehe..

"There's this person that you want to be for other people. TO make them happy. To make them proud of you. And then there's yourself. And sometimes it's hard to tell where one ends and the other begins. DOes that make any sense?" -NORTHERN LIGHTS 313-

Nah loh...double personality donk namanya?
Hmmm iya ga sich? Menurut gue sich ga juga..
Yang gue percaya itu, di dalam diri kita semua ada satu perasaan pengen disukai semua orang..
Yaaa ga mau punya musuh gitu dech. *sapa coba juga yang mau:P*..
Trus akhirnya kita selalu berusaha buat menjadi sempurna buat semua orang.
Ga gampank loh ngebuat semua orang senank..Yang ngebuat satu orang senenk, belon tentu ngebuat senenk orang laen.
Demi buat orang laen senenk, kadang2 kita ngelakuin hal2 yang sebenernya ga nunjukkin diri kita sebenernya..
Kadang2 juga kita ngerubah diri kita buat nyesuain diri dengan lingkungan kita..
I'm not saying that changes are a bad thing to do loh hehe

Ibarat make topeng donk kalo gitu?
Iya juga yach hehe..
Di depan si A, kita jadi pendiem..serba nurut..dkk..dkk
trus tiba2 di depan B, kita jadi fun banget, ketawa ketiwi gitu..yaa yang tolak belakang banget ama sikap kita kalo di depan A.
Ntar kalo kita tiba2 ada si A 'n B barengan..nah loh...kita jadi siapa donk???
Bingung kan..Hehe..itu dia kali yach kenapa semua orang always say 'Be Your Self'

Kalo gitu, apa ga cape tuh?
Cape juga kali yach..Kalo gitu kapan mo jadi diri kita yang sebenernya donk?
Apalagi kalo 'diri kita' sedikit berbeda dengan diri kita yang sebenernya (kenapa gue kasih tanda kutip? soalnya I'm referring to the person who we want to be for other people, to make them happy..nah ituu hehe)
Huaa apa sich, jadi bingung dech lama2 hehe..

Beda orang pasti beda pendapat soal ini..
Ada yang mungkin juga mikir 'Ngapain juga gue ngikutin mau nya semua orang. Ga mungkin lah gue buat semua orang senenk.'
atoo..'Ya ga ada salah nya lah berkorban buat orang laen' dll dll.. huahaha..gue belon jadi pembaca pikiran sich:P jadi nya ga tau dech hehe..