Satu pertanyaan paling umum menjelang tahun baru, pasti
"Apa resolusi taon baru loe?"

Dan di tahun ini, entah kenapa gue menjadi salah satu orang yang menanyakan hal itu ke orang2 di sekitar gue..
Respons nya antara 2,
"Resolusi? Apaan tuh?"
ato
jawaban berupa planning2 setaon ke depan.

Apa sich sebenernya resolusi itu?
Well, iseng2 gue coba buka kamus Oxford..
dan voila..
Resolution noun 4 ~(to do sth) a firm decision to do or not to do sth.

There you go..a decent explanation of what a resolution is hehe
Pastinya semua orang mempunyai resolusi "mau jadi lebih baik lagi di tahun depan"
*Siapa juga yang ga mau jadi lebih baik, ya ga;p*

Menelaah ke belakang, cukup banyak hal2 yang belum gue lakukan di tahun kemaren..
Belum jadi donor darah..Belum les mandarin..Still being single;p hahaha

So, here we go..
My 2006 New Year's Resolutions are:
1. NOT putting off jobs
2. DO cook
3. BE a more independent girl
4. TAKE a chinese/japanese/french lesson after finishing my thesis
5. MUST immediately decide what I want to do with the rest of my life
6. OPEN my heart
7. STOP being a go-with-the-flow kinda person
8. HAVE more stronger principles in my life
9. MORE honest to myself and to other people
10. FINISH what I've been delaying for 2 years

Aminnn...
I somehow think it's exciting to keep such a list like this.
It makes me sober of what I'm doing..
It defines my path..Letting me know what I want to achieve, and prepare the path to earn it.
And in the end, a year later I'm gonna look back to the list and see how am I making progress..
How commit am I to myself..
Well until then,
I am sending a good luck to everyone out there who have their own list of new year's resolution.
May each day be filled with hope and effort to make everything works out:)

Kalo ngeliat setaon ke belakang *since ini dah official 1 January 2006*,
gue bener2 ga nyangka bakal ada di posisi gue skr.
Tahun 2005 bener2 memberi gue suatu kehidupan..
Penuh banget dengan kejadian2 yang somehow give meaning to everything i've done.
Seperti layaknya kehidupan, ada saat2 yang bener2 bikin gue bahagia..
Ada juga saat2 di mana gue ngerasa putus asa..bener2 sedih..

Kalo mau dirangkum, selama tahun 2005 itu..
Gue ketemu lagi sama temen2 kecil yang tadinya dah entah di mana..
Ada yang ketemu di friendster *biasa banget*. Ada yang tiba2 berpapasan di mall. Ada juga yang ternyata skr jadi temen bae nya temen maen gue skr..

Gue dapet cukup banyak kenalan. Setelah gue pikir2..99% kenalan baru gue itu dikenalin sama Makoto. *A proper thank you is addressed to you hehe* Dan karena suatu dan lain hal nya, gue jadi deket sama salah satu kenalan baru itu.

Gue ngelakuin beberapa hal baru..Don't need to mention all of them here though. Gue belajar masak pas liburan. Akhirnya gue ngerasain maen bowling;p Yaaa simple stuff..

Gue ngerasain lagi yang namanya 'in love with someone'..Tadinya gue sempet takut kalo perasaan gue dah mati. Tapi i met someone who in a bizzare way touched my heart. A thank you wouldn't be enough to show how grateful I am to have known you. Things have changed between us, but I'm glad that it doesn't *or at least it hasn't* affect our friendship.

Gue *kembali* merasakan patah hati. Berat emank pada saat itu, tapi emank bener kata orang. Kerelaan itu bakal bikin perasaan lega. Plusss, keberadaan orang2 di sekeliling itu berarti banget. I know that it's me myself who can gain all the power to stand up again..but it's you guys who put back the confidence in me. You believed in me. And that means a lot to me. Thank you my friends..I love you..

Gue akhirnya bisa ngerasain liburan keluarga ke Bali. It's something that I've longed for a long time..It was a precious time..

Gue menata ulank kembali prioritas2 dalam hidup gue. I am still working on that. I guess in some point, I am afraid to make plans. Sekarang ini semua rencana dan prioritas dalam hidup gue, dah ga bisa lagi cuman buat gue. I'm not going into details, at least not for now hehe

Yaa..itu sekilas highlight kejadian2 di tahun 2005 lalu..

Ho ho ho...
Merry X'Mas everyone...

~Don't Save It All For X'Mas Day~
Don't get so busy that you miss
Giving just a little kiss
To the ones you love
Don't even wait a little while
To give them a little smile
A little is enough

How many people are crying
People are dying...
How many people are asking for love

Don't save it all for Christmas Day
Find a way
To give a little love everyday
Don't save it all for Christmas Day
Find your way
Cause holidays have come and gone
But love lives on
If you give on
Love...

How could you wait another minute
A hug is warmer when you're in it
And Baby that's a fact
And saying "I love you's" always better
Seasons, reasons, they don't matter
So don't hold back
How many people in this world
So needful in this world
How many people are praying for love

Don't save it all for Christmas Day
Find a way
To give a little love everyday
Don't save it all for Christmas Day
Find your way
Cause holidays have come and gone
But love lives on
If you give on
Love...

Let all the children know
Everywhere that they go
Their whole life long
Let them know love

Don't save it all for Christmas Day
Find a way
To give a little love everyday
Don't save it all for Christmas Day
Find your way
Cause holidays have come and gone
But love lives on
If you give on
Love...
Love...