Who can say where the road goes,
Where the day flows, only time?
And who can say if your love grows,
As your hearth chose, only time?

Who can say why your heart sights,
As your live flies, only time?
And who can say why your heart cries
when your love lies, only time?

Who can say when the roads meet,
That love might be ,in your heart?
and who can say when the day sleeps,
and the night keeps all your heart?
Night keeps all your heart.....

Who can say if your love groves,
As your heart chose, only time?
And who can say where the road goes
Where the day flows, only time?

Who knows? Only time
Who knows? Only time

Lagu yang jadi soundtrack nya Sweet November..
Dinyanyiin sama Enya, judulnya Only Time

Kalo dipikir2, yaa sapa juga yang bakal tau apa yang bakal terjadi nanti.
Segimana pun kita merencanakan segala sesuatunya, pasti ada satu faktor X yang bakal membelokkan arah kita..
Faktor X yang kita mungkin ga kepikiran bakal ada..

Tapi apa itu artinya kita ga boleh berencana?
Kalo menurut gue sich, berencana ga ada salah nya..
Asalkan kita tetap terbuka kali yach pikiran kita, dan selalu nekanin kalo gimana pun kita berencana tetap aja Yang Di Atas yang menentukan..
Lagian kalo kita ga berencana, kita ibarat jalan ga ada arah tujuan donk..
Paling ga dengan rencana, kan kita punya satu tujuan yang mau kita capai..
Jadi semua yang kita lakukan itu bukan sambil lalu aja, tapi ada artinya hehe

Next topic sepertinya bakal tentang takdir...
Do you believe in a thing called fate?

There will be people around us who are upfront about our situation.
They will not tell us what we want to hear,
because they believe that we have to face the truth instead of running away or hiding from it.
They are those who use their logic more than their emotion when solving a problem.
They are the one that we probably hate at that particular moment.
Not because they did anything wrong,
but because they are trying to pull us out of our comfort zone and encourage us to immediately face the reality.
They will say "Reality sucks!! but still it's useless to hide"
We might avoid them for sometime, possibly because we're ashamed to have run away from reality; or
possibly because we feel intimidated by the fact that we don't know how to handle a certain situation and need other people to guide us.

And then there will be people who sympathetically listen to our endless "tragic" stories
and will say exactly what we want to hear..
They will say "It's gonna be okay", eventhough it's implausible to happen..
They will say "Everybody makes mistakes", to comfort us and letting us know that there are ups and downs in this life.
They know what we should do, yet they keep it to themselves
because they know what we need the most at that time is comfort..
They know that we're still not ready to face the truth.
They believe that when the time comes, we will be ready to fight;
and when we're taking too long, they will warn us about that.

I believe that those create a balance for us..
There are times when we just want to run away from our problems,
but there are times when the best choice is to directly face our problems..
Well..that's just a thought..hehe

I was about to leave my parking spot when I felt that the steer was so

difficult to handle.
I park my car again and...
Voila...
Flat tire!!!

As I was about to dial home,
a dear friend of mine stepped off his car *he's just coming back from lunch*

and walked toward my car..

Tons of thank you to Makoto Ishijima, who was kindheartedly help me..
I really had no idea how to release the spare tire^^"
*I drove Kijang 2002*

Anyhow, later on I found a-7 cm-nail on the tire.
I don't know how it got there..
One thing I realize,
I really need to learn a lot about cars hehe