I have to admit that lately I'm beginning to lose my patient.
The only explanation I have is this:
Suddenly everything become black and white for me.
There no longer exist a place in between, where everything is relatively right or relatively wrong.
Now everything is either right or wrong..
It's just as simple as that.

My first time ever participating in a martial art class.
I was with my brother, attending an "Aikido" trial class.
Pretty embarassing, to be honest, because we're like a baby trying to walk among adults
Hahaha well, it's pretty amazing though.
So, yes I'll be joining the class regularly:)

I don't know how to best describe my current emotional status.
I'm tired..
I'm consumed..
I'm not hiding from the world.
All I need is just some time to regain my strength.