Having someone who love me that much..
I'm feeling guilty for not being able to return that kind of feeling.

The other day, i was trying to picture how this relationship between me and him will work?
The whole picture fit what i'd always had in my mind about my 'perfect' relationship.
*except for the part where i also share the same feeling as that man*

and no..
i wasn't willing to jeopardize my friendship,
and living a lie..

So, even if i'm on the verge of loosing one of my best friend..
I still feel that this is the right thing to do..