For everyone who for the past 3 days have been trying to call me but get no answer in my phone, i'm sorry..
I'm currently in Singapore..
Not having internet connection *skr aja baru bisa ke lib nya hihi*

Anyway, i'm reachable through +65 90152608

National Library di spore..keren banget!!!!!
Kebayang2 gmana kalo di jakarta ada kayak gini yachh..
Tapi gmana pun juga..
I miss Jakarta..
Gonna be here for the next 4 weeks..

I woke up this morning feeling guilty and anxious.

I'm sorry that I ever consider that idea *I remember telling you that I'd exclude that idea as an option*
I'm sorry for bringing up that topic.
Silly me..

Udah hampir setaon ini rambut nya keriting.
Dari yang keriting kayak indomie pas November kemaren.
Sampe keriting yang bener2 loose sekarang..
Kalo model rambut sich malah ga berubah sama sekali setaon belakangan
soalnyaa yaa keriting juga hihi jadi kalo berubah pun ga keliatan;p

hhmm mending dikeriting lagi? ato dibiarin lurus aja yach?


or

Dah beberapa hari ini tiap bangun pagi,
koq tulang badan sakit2 yachh..
Pas awal, cuman di sekitar leher..
Kalo sekarang dah menjalar sampe ke tulang2 punggung..
Pegel2 gitu rasanya..

Kemungkinan besar kasur *spring bed* nya dah harus diganti..Soalnya kasur itu dah hhmmm 10 taon ada kali..
Kemungkinan lain, posisi tidur yang salah -->soalnya kalo diperhatiin, koq skr gue pas jalan bahu sebelah kanan lebih turun yach.
Skoliosis? Hhmm could be..
Mau cek dokter dech nanti..
Seremmm aja...

Mulai sekarang, duduk dah tegak..ga ada lagi selonjor2 posisi pw;p
Kalo bawa beban juga diseimbangin dech kiri n kanan nya..

Kalo kata orang2 sich enak banget...
Lebih enak dari J.CO..
Ada yang mau ngantriin ga toh buat gue?;p

Jadi ceritanya tadi pagi baru baca koran kemaren..
Quoting dari Kompas Minggu, 10 September 2006 halaman 17
dengan title: "Doughnuts", "Donuts", Donat sang Primadona

Pukul 10.10, Krispy Kreme petama disodorkan kepada pembeli pertama di Jakarta. Dia adalah Daniel Leo (37) yang mengantre sejak pukul 22.15, hari sebelumnya, yaitu pada 29 Agustus. Untuk posisi 'bersejarah' itu, Daniel diganjar hadiah 52 lusin donat gratis selama setahun

Trus gue mikir:
1. Orang itu nginep di mall?? --> gpp kali yach..mendongkrak popularitas..buktinya dia masuk ke harian ibukota;p
2. Seminggu dapet 1 lusin Krispy kreme. --> bosen ga yach dia?

Tapi yach gue tetep amazed aja..
Donat?? Roti yang tengah nya berlubang..
Yang benernya ada dijual di mana2, termasuk di pasar2 tradisional..
Ini malah jadi bahan rebutan semua orang.
Harga satu donut, bisa buat beli nasi plus lauk di warteg.
Itu kali yach yang namanya lifestyle...

so, kalo ada yang ngantri...titip yachhhhh;p

Yesterday was "the day."
The day I was being introduced to his family..
The day he left Indonesia for at least a year..
The day I started to count the days left until I can see him again..

Love comes in a very unexpected way.
I remember saying to one of my friend that I wasn't going to have any relationship for quite sometime in the future.
I felt like I had lost the capability of loving someone..
but then came the unexpected..

I was attracted to him the very first time I met him.
He called me, we became close..
I learnt the fact that he's gonna pursue his master degree for a year abroad.
I realized that I'm in love with him..
I'm grateful that it's not just a one-way-feeling:)
And here I am..smiling..looking back at the journey that I've been through with him..Hoping for the best in the future..and for sure..missing him so much..

Anyway, I'm going to Indocomtech with my brother..
Can't wait what to see there hahaha who knows I can find some amazing bargain there..
have a nice weekend everyone:)

am i gonna be drowned in tears?
hopefully not..

I'm going to go to the airport with my boyfriend and his family.
He's going to Japan for *at least* a year..
I've promised to try not to cry..

We'll see..

*mellow mode on*

ost Heart
Di sini kau dan aku
terbiasa bersama
menjalani kasih sayang
bahagia ku denganmu

Pernahkah kau memutar
hari paling indah
Kuukir nama kita berdua
Di sini surga kita

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah sayangku akan hilang

If we love somebody could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
Wouldn't risk my love even just one night
Our love will stay in my heart

Don't ask me why I feel what I feel for you,
coz it's one of the thing that I cannot explain in any logical sense.
Don't ask me why it's you, despite of any other choices I had,
coz that is one thing that I cannot force my heart to do.

I love you